Time: 8.35am

See that? 8.35 AM

I must have seen the light.Been enlightened and stuff. Someone should really copy this down cus I'm really the LAST person on earth who should be awake at this unearthly hour.

Nevermind.I should make it a habit.I should have a healthy lifestyle.
And I should be more studious too.ALOT MORE STUDIOUS yeah?

so my sole purpose of waking up sooo early was to go download those review papers from epebs.Then since I went blog hopping halfway through,i decided to post:D

HOMEWORK:
history review paper
geog review paper
physics review paper
bio review paper
maths review paper
chinese worksheet-DONE((:
dachangjin project
IPW project+ food review
2 book reviews-DONE((:
science experiment

Right. i've gotta do something about that yeah?haha:D

The red hot chilli peppers are not some group of old people singing those i-love-america songs.Yup.I shouldn't have assumed that of them just because my dad knew who they were aye.Dani california is a rocking hit(: makes me wanna groove.Not that I literally know how to, but yeah.I guess it just makes me feel like buying a guitar.

HAWHAW.

IT'S ALL COMING BACK
Glendaliz M.

Tears won't stop streaming from my eyes
my hands are trembling like before.
After struggling to stop this,
and promising "not anymore".

Here I find myself again,
beginning what I thought had ended.
Re-opening the scars that faded,
all the wounds that had been mended.

I tried so hard to stop myself,
to drop the knife and walk away.
But a stronger force came over me,
could not resist another day.

My past is coming back to me,
after I'd kept it safe inside.
Discreetly hidden in my mind,
covered by every solemn lie.

Memories of a forgotten childhood,
pass quickly right before my eyes.
No longer is it kept a secret,
letting go of my disguise.

All the things that I let go of,
are catching up too soon and fast.
After conquering my fears,
I, once again, must face my past.

With this blade kissing my skin,
making myself think it relieves.
But in the end I'm always left,
with a pain that never leaves.

A haunted past I'd once forgotten,
it faded from my life somehow.
Yet reflected in my crimson blade,
its all coming back to me now.

That Glen's one cool guy.Its a painful poem,but it caught my eye alright.

Case set at kai's house today.Rather straight forward case yeah so we should be okay.And then steph and I wenta macs where we talked till the cows came home.Ahaha.then there were a couple of exhibitionists on the bus singing kevin little's turn me on.HAWHAW. we had a good laugh cus their singing totally SUCKS.

I'm ofta switz in SEVEN more days.yaye:D but that'll mean I'll be missing the ranking rounds.Ohwell:/ GOOD LUCK FOR THE MAYORS team!!

And when will claire come back from Hongkong?!aaaaah.I can't believe this either but I MISS POPSY!!

I'm blogging cus someone told me to.Ahahaha.Its not my fault if I have fans who bug me to post.I can almost hear that piggaye go."oh whatever Sancia". Owells.I shan't blame her for her boredom considering how upset she is over the destruction in her house. It so happens that her fridge, com(I think its fixed now) and Mp3 has decomposed.Ah.that's bloody sad if you ask me.

Right.and now we're discussing the life of simba.Haha.I love Disney.

So schools out. I've got major things to do.like catching up on my sleep. And Korean vcds. And other minor stuff like packing my room and catching up on my work.Hah! anyone in the right mind would twist in a round.Not me though.I'm not sane you see.

Anyways,my ppr's not a **.*% yet.Ohwell:/I really MUST buck up.BUCK UP SANCIA!!

Okay.very random I know.Big,bold words of wisdom give me motivation.

Everyone's bugging me for the devdas VCD.Hiya,I'll just say it here.devdas died okay.Cus he ended up with liver problems due to too much of alcohol. Drowned his sorrows in beer,that poor man. People really shouldn't mind marriages between people of different classes. I told my dad that. Infact,just to see what he thought of these sorta marriages,I asked him what he thought of me marrying a charkwayteow man's son.who fries charkwayteow for a living duh.

He blasted me for a full forty five minutes.Tsk.really,the thought never crossed my mind. I just wanted a suitable scenario on this subject.apparently dad didn't see it this way.He said I was thinking about marriage at such a young age plus it was a disgrace to marry down etc etc etc etc.

I got really mad.Like hello,I wasn't really gonna MARRY A CHARKUAYTEOW SELLER right?so I kept quiet throughout the rest of the car ride.Then he felt bad for yelling at me. So he decided to joke.

"uh,charkuayteow's too high in cholesterol.I prefer carrot cake."

Dots.

Alrightayes.I've gotta do some quizz for POPsy claire.

name 20 people you can think of right now.Don't read the questions until you've named the 20 people.At the end of this,choose five people to do this.

1) Jolly
2) Huixian
3) Charissa
4) shuheui
5) shanna
6) steph
7) Kaili
8) claire
9) charmaine
10) phina
11) xishi
12) Lianna
13) Cassandra
14) Lijie
15) Joanna
16) Alicia
17) Denise
18) Joanne
19) Hong Hwee
20) Jodie

How did you meet number 14?
Haha. she was my sec one mate.Made muachee with her during sec one orientation.

What would you do if you never met number 1?
I'd probably eat less chocolates.WAY LESS.

What would you do if 9 and 20 dated?
OH NO NO NO.ahahaha.char has someone already((:

Do you ever like 19?
Its a love/hate relationship(:I can't stand her when she's trying to sell me hua hui postcards.otherwise,<3.

would 6 and 17 make a good couple?
FREAK, NO. pfuit.International disgrace.steph's too good:P no offence la but I LOVE IRRITATING DENISE.its my hobby(:

Describe number 3.
Ahhh.my charubs(:who doesn't get the sick jokes herbs and I crack!

Tell me something about number 7.
The lil nutzy.hazel nut or walnut,that I don't know.super kiddy(: peepeee room!

Do you know any of number 12's family members?
yups.seen the whole coop on account of me always doing my projects there(:

What's 8's favourite?
POPSICLES!!!

What would you do if 18 confesses that he or she likes you.
Aaah!she's my cheekodog/joanne GE.that means brother in chinese.Nuh-uh!

who's numer 9 going out with?
Currently no one.But there's a special someone she'd like to,i know(: ME.ahahah.

How old is 16?
fourteen.but she's tiny(:

when was the last time you spoke to 14?
ahaha.she said bye to me before i got into the car(:

whats number 2's favourite singer/band?
JOJO((:

Would you ever date 4?
That'll be super odd.and very wrong.I'm her pooh.she's my tigger. pooh doesn't date tigger. tigger dates rabbit anyways.

Would you ever date 7?
If there's anyone in my list 7 should date,it'll be 4.

Is 15 single?
considering the number of times I see her smsing under the table in class,I say NO.ahahaha.

What is number 10's last name?
Fung:D

Would you ever be in a relationship with 11?
aye,she wouldn't want me since she had KP:D

school of 3?
st nicks.

Where does number 6 live?
THAT street.I don't exactly know where but itsTHAT street.all i know its on MY way home.since i give her lifts after debate.Yay(:

Whats your favourite thing about number 5?
she's a super drama mama(:

Have you seen number 1 naked?
nope.rather drink pig's organ soup than to see her in the buff.

LUCKY LUCKY FIVE:

HERBS!
CHARISSA!
CHARMAINE!
LIJIE!
ALICIA!
STEPH!

yup.stupid quiz,stupid questions.I did it for fun anyways.

We watched dachangjin in school.Its really nice.i irritated everyone around me cus I didn't know who was who and who did what. But I LOVE IT.changjin and her little freind called something- sheng was really cute.I shall scout for the VCD.ohyeah.the theme song is a little kooky though.gets on my nerves.I shall drown myself in a whole series of tearjerking/backstabbing/funny drama this june.HAHA.

Right.

Last friday was uber depressing.we lost to IJTP in the quarters. since it was impromptu,we were real freaked.since when could we case set properly?

Owells.we thought we had a strong case.and we thought we did fairly well.But after the whole thing,like through debrief and all we saw the flaws:( frikkin sad.

Its not the losing that is causing the depression though.Its more of cus there were things that we could have said to win.Like how we forgot to say that the gov isn't always right.Wth.its stuff like this that cost us.

On a lighter note((: I caught MI3.ohmygod.I know I so hate tom cruise on account of him and his bullshite regarding his wife and scientology but,hey,it was a cool movie aye. I love maggie Q's orange car.its so sad it hadta be blown up into smithereens:(

and we wenta little india today.Lets skip the whole part about taking stupid pictures cus the highlight was the food(:Ahahaha.
we wenta gayatri restaurant or smtg.The food was super spicy! Thank god for the free flow of lime juice(:which was nice.But there was this lump of green/yellow vegetable thing which nobody ate.Nobody dared to anyways.and we interviewed this waiter there too!ahahaa. Mr muru i think.Very helpful.I shall mention that in our food review.

Back in the MPR in school we played truth or dare.TSK. I guess we sorta hurt some people's feelings when it came to the dare part. Nevermind people like jiamei the mawei cus toots like her will understand the joke.But its ****** I'm worried about.abit unstable you see.TSK.and I got the job of rectifying the matter. Cus the stupid bottle pointed to me.And it was MY STUPID WATER BOTTLE in the first place!owells.

ohyeah.pictures of today's trip will prolly be on the class blog((: Ahahaha.we're a wacky buncha people.

U-14s.

WE BROKE INTO THE QUARTER FINALS!!!!!!!!!!!!

Alright,the details.

The invest U.That outfit is a nightmare.I took a full 25 minutes puttting the darn thing in.Pantyhoses are so not my thing. and the courtshoes.Our smashing courtshoes.Freak,they killed me.smashed my heels actually.

We thought we were the only school that wore the invest u.ohmygod I wanted to tear it off me cus it seemed like we were acting big or smtg.then someone told me it made us look smart(sarah?) so i felt a surge of pride as we wenta register our school.even when the people infront of us whispered not so discreetly about it.hmmph.

Anyways,the first prelim round.we totally rocked the floor.Cus NUS high didn't really get the motion.can't blame them.they don't even have a coach.

claire's convinced some guy chose to take jolly's POIs over her's cus jolls was more appealing.UH.

who cares.we won.

Then the second round with RI.okay claire really demoralised me. by telling me that its gonna be a real bad match and that the second speaker was the PSLE top scorer.We really were like,WHAT?!

It was frikin scary right from the start.we knew we wouldn't win them but we didn't wanna get whaked and wholloped by them either. we fought real hard.Esp to give POIs.Jolls told me to give some random POI and assured me that the guy won't take ut.Hell,he did.

It was super nerve wrecking and yeah we lost.But by a frikin two points.But we put up a good fight.chuck the cheemy words down their white shorts

:D

what matters now is friday.we're up against IJTP and its impromptu.
ohyeah.screw the IJ spirit.We'll win(:

Its been awhile but I'm here again(:

Life's been crazy this week,the biggest thing in my life currently being the U-14s.My days(or nights) rather, were spent like this, editting and re editting speeches till early in the morning.Thus, I've discovered the art of sleeping in class.thrilling.no one bothers me(:

editting speeches must be the top ten suckiest things on earth. whats more,speeches on the environment.Total pain in the arse.but as monday nears and speeches get positively clearer,I feel better about the whole thing.Yeah,even about mother earth.

SAVE THE TREES!!!

AND THE WHALES!!(actually they're a hideous bunch.but I'll mention them on account of my undying love for willy.you know, that whale in free willy)

As monday nears the feeling of nervousness in my pitts grow.Its like my intestines are being squished.Oh gross.but THAT'S the feeling I get.Thats why I drink herbal tea to soothe my frazzeled nerves.
HAWHAWHAW.I prolly need coffee more than any sorta beverage.Gotta keep awake(:

by the ways,the herbal tea thing was totally a joke.I HATE IT.

Oh yes.the SN deabate blog is revamped thanks to sarah.oh finally. I've got tired of the old squiggly one which totally excluded the yellowbadges:/but the new one!its the mightiest.the greatest.

sigh.I love the whole team.as in everyone in debate.I'm swelling with pride.*fist thumps heart.

and the U-14s team especially,we're gonna win on monday yeah! we're gonna win in our smashing courtshoes(:

When you've not blog for a gazillion lightyears and the next time you do its in the hurry,chances are you're gonna miss out stuff.

And I did.The two biggest jokes of the week infact.

joke one:napfa.everyone knows I HATE running.I hate every single napfa item anyways.so me not giving it a damn didn't train for it at all.I really mean zero trng and not like some peoplings who miss their A by one point then go,shit I didn't train.when what they mean is I didn't train enough.I seriously didn't bother.So all i wanted to do was to PASS.thats it.But as I progressed through my five items, it didn't seem that I would ONLY pass,but hell it looked like I could get a gold.HAHAHA.I couldn't believe it myself.But I didn't get gold anyways cus I can't frikkin jump.I did get myself paralysed for the next few days though:(and I still hate napfa.I'm still gonna make sure I write in to the straitstimes forum.hmmph.

Joke two: the maths paper.i'm not gonna say its easy.I've learnt that its a curse cus whenever i say so,I fail.Obviously there's smtg wrong with my instincts.The joke is question six.part A was normal enough,all about the angle of deceleration of two parcels frm the top of a building.But hello.Part B was a national education question.

WHAT SHOULD YOU DO WITH THE SUSPICIOUS PARCEL?

yes,go laugh.

and english tmr is gonna suck outright without miss nair.I'm so gonna see how the class is gonna react to j\having gohsan again.Boy wouldn't that be interesting:)

I'm finally updating.it feels strange to post after so long but here i am. there's been so many tests and projects thrown at us that its starting to get CRAZAYE.

SPORTS CARNIVAL was fun. Green house won! Thats comforting on account we lost last year. The whole thingy was fun 'cept the rain threatened to spoil the whole day.But we cheered through(:Then and 7.15 mrs goh interrupted the whole thing to tell us to look at the sky.sun set you see.then everyone infront and around me took out their phone cameras and started snapping away.blinding.anyways, its good to win. though all I did to help the house was to be there on that day itself and cheer.But all of a sudden i feel darn commited. So i shall squeeze my way into the comm next year.Actually I just wan the comm shirt:PAnd I shall attend EVERY cheer prac and go help make props.I DID go this year.the two ugliest greek torches were prolly made by yours truly(:

U14s.The team went to RJ for a workshop and freaked out when we were broken up into different grps.AHAAHAH.We all so thought we were going to die.But it was good experience.The motion for the prelims are coming out on monday and we're so gonna WIN(:must be POSITIVE:D

Yesterday was miss nair's last day.ohmygod it was soooo sad.she came down to twograce to say goodbye and everyone was like getting emotional.and I was no better.I shall go find a feelings management class in june so that I'll stop being so emotional. we decided to giva her a board with well wishes and lianna and I made a separate card for her. I didn't wanna go actually.Cus I knew i'd cry.stupid me. Then I remembered that in P4 I went for some camp thing and at the end of the three days I left camp without saying bye to the trainer cus I didn't want her to see me cry.stupid me again.so i made sure I went to say goodbye again.I ALMOST LEFT after giving her the card but since she was giving out hugs,I stayed and hugged too.And what the hell I didn't havta worry about the crying part cus like EVERYONE was crying.

Oh yeah I want to clarify something.people, I DON'T HAVE miss nair's number okay.I was joking with denise,who was showing off some card miss nair gave her.so I said,yeah yeah I have her number. It was a JOKE.Which means I don't have it.Aha.But its not really goodbye according to phina cus we still have the class chalet which we're planning.everyones so hyped over it though its like A MONTH away:P

ohyeah.its polling day.HAPPY POLLING(: